On fucking stories, and feeling full

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In a fit of rashness, I recently wrote about how anal sex isn’t just hot because of the purely physical sensations. Most sex is – to my mind – enjoyably filthy because of how you do it. Exactly what you do matters less than the dominant, eager way in which you do it. You can wank me off in a way that both of us find tedious and uninspiring, or with the addition of a few dirty words whispered in my ear and one arm gripping me tightly around the chest, you can rub me off in a way that feels close and filthy.

But, in explaining how sex isn’t just about physical reductionism, I missed a key opportunity to talk about how some very specific physical things make me tense with swooning lust. Today I’m going to talk about feeling full.

Three dudes at once, obviously

The dream, of course, is to have three men at once. Something which, despite my very best efforts, hasn’t happened yet. To have one guy filling my cunt while another pushes deep into my arse, and a final man pushing his dick so deep in my throat that I can barely choke new oxygen down to my lungs.

While I’m enjoying being gagged by one guy, the other two can feel not only the aching throb of my cunt and arse, but the taut force of each other’s dicks, sliding together through my own skin. They fill me so I cry out, and push back onto them – wanting to experience the full length of each of them, as deep as they can possibly go. They fill me so I can’t remember what it felt like to be empty. Until I can’t believe anything else will fit. And then, as one, they come inside me. Vigorously pumping spunk into anywhere it will go, proving that I was ever so slightly easier to fill than I thought.

Sadly, this dream of feeling full of cock will have to be put to one side for now: the logistics of finding three willing men, all of whom I fancy and all of whom fancy both me and each other is a challenge that I am yet to conquer. Besides, double penetration looks easy in porn when all the actors are lithe and athletic and don’t seem to mind one dick slipping out every now and then. In my fantasy this can work exactly how I want it to, with none of those pesky physical limitations to get in the way.

“I can come like this”

In the meantime there’s always option two: the late-night lazy fuck that sees me lying on my stomach, being fucked hard from behind. I can grip the iron bars at the headboard and push back to feel his thick cock stretching me open. I can hear the squirt of lube as he covers his fingers, and feel achingly full as he pushes them into me.

A long time ago a guy did this, during the very last fuck we ever had. He pushed two fingers deep into my ass and groaned as he felt the solid length of his cock through my own skin. His fingertips rubbed the inside of me, simultaneously pressing onto the ridges around the head of his dick. Back and forth, faster and wetter and slicker, as I moaned at the feeling of being full. As he moved faster and faster, rubbing at both me and himself, he grunted, and exclaimed with delight: “I can come like this. Just like this.” A few more back-and-forth movements, the twitch of him deep in my cunt, and I felt all the excitement pour out of him and into me.

I still regret that it was the only time he got to do it. I’d have loved to have more fucking stories that involve him reveling in this new trick, testing new and different ways to jerk himself off through my ass, as I writhed in fullness and squealed delight into the pillow. If you’d like to try doing this but you don’t know anyone to try it with, I’m told there are double-holed fleshlights that you can penetrate with both your dick and either your fingers/another object of your choice that will allow you similar sensations.

Filling fucks between just two people

The fingers are hot because he can control the sensation – other things are hot because I can control them myself. The feeling of being full doesn’t always require a stable of willing men or a guy who knows how to use his fingers in just the right way. This is one of the places where a well-made and perfectly shaped sex toy has not just a place in my bedroom but pride of place nestled deep inside me.

Sitting dead still on someone’s cock is fun – the moaning, twitching, desperate need for movement and sensation gives me a feeling of total power and control. I could grind slowly, I could clench all the muscles inside my cunt and watch his eyes grow wide as he feels the whole of me squeezing – hugging – his dick. Even more fun, then, to hold him tight in that position, gripping him with force and power, then slowly push something deep into my ass. Something long and slim, that I can control easily. Something that buzzes and vibrates against the length of him. He can feel what I’m doing as I push it deeper, as I angle it so it shivers down the full length of his cock. And as I do it, I squeeze harder – the better to revel in that full-up sensation.

But having the power is a rare delight – something that’s only fun for me because it happens so infrequently. Far more enjoyable, I think, to have him on top of me – bearing down. The fullness is better when someone else is controlling it, and I’m begging for more of it. His dick in my cunt anchors me in place – I squirm and wriggle on it as he pushes something slim inside my ass. Then something bigger. Then, with a growling whisper, he asks me if I can take more. If he can swap it out for the third most filling item in the trio. Despite knowing that it won’t fit, I’ll always say yes. Please. Do it. Try it. I’ll fail, yet again, but the temptation of finding something that stretches me out to the point I know I can’t feel fuller is just too much to resist.

When I fail at the largest one, we’ll step it down again, and I’ll enjoy knowing that I very nearly made it.

Can you come from ‘filling’ sex?

Does it make me come, though? This specific, hot, physical sensation? Of course. Although there’s nothing biologically that says ‘this will thrill the nerve endings in just the right way’, the feeling of being stretched and full adds to all the other things that are going on – the sensation of his dick pushing against the inside of me, the sound of him breathing heavily, telling me I’m so good for taking it. The gentle slaps on my arse, sucking bites at my nipples, rough hands gripping my hips to pull me further back onto him. All of these build, one wave on top of another, eventually pushing me over the edge of arousal and into that rushing, twitching, gagging choke of orgasm.

My final, and favourite trick is the one that brings me there most quickly: crouched on my knees, with my face pushed hard into the bedsheets, his dick dripping with lube and deep inside me, and my hands working busily to push something hard into my cunt. A rabbit vibrator, usually. Despite it’s often twee connotations, it has exactly what I’m after: length and girth to fill me up, and the added bonus of a vigorous buzz directly against my aching clit. I’ll hold it there, right up to the hilt, a still and solid anchor to clench down on, while he fucks up hard against it until he comes. 

67 Comments

  • seaside slut says:

    Mmmm, delicious. I totally agree.
    I had two cocks in my pussy once, it was unbelievable. I sometimes work two dildos into my pussy when I wank and it makes me feel like such a dirty slut, I come like a rocket. Always wanted a cock in my pussy and one in my arse, but despite opportunities, it’s never actually happened (due to one guy being anally inexperienced and one too nervous). I adore being the centre of attention in that way – I would love to be gangbanged.

    • pattkat says:

      i love fucking and sucking four cocks at the same time love two cock in my cunt and one in my ass at the same time and my husband cock in my mouth my husband loves sharing my cunt and ass with his friends and i love his friends they all have nice big thick cocks i love being the center of attention for the four hours they are fucking my cunt ass and mouth and when the four of them are finished fucking my cunt and ass four to five times each i am sore the next day but i can live with it knowing why i am sore and how much i enjoy all the fucking and sucking i did that night i can not wait for my husband to bring his friends home again the orgasms i had were out of this world and never had so many orgasms as i had that night

    • Chris says:

      My girl friend has been wanting to watch alot of two on one. Two men but the other night I put a gang bang on and she loved it. Well the next night when I got off work that’s what she wanted to do. Is this what she wants done to her?

    • wain says:

      sound good to me

    • aliya says:

      I agree I had 3 cock in my pussy it was horrible ,but I like it and enjoyed

    • trubowl says:

      Wow my cock is throbbing just reading what a horny cock crazed slut you are. Where have you been all my life

  • Larry Archer says:

    I remember the first time I helped DP a girl and the look on her face as she screamed in pleasure from the dick sliding up her ass while sitting on my cock was unreal. She also loved to either finger herself or fuck her ass with a toy while you were in her cunt. I concur that it’s a real turn on for a lot of women.

  • Spitroast girl myself; two cocks are great but prefer them either side of the Equator.

    • Girl on the net says:

      “Either side of the equator” I’m nicking that one. =D

    • Gan Ainm says:

      With proper honours for crossing the line:

      https://en.wikipedia.org/wiki/Line-crossing_ceremony

    • Sexual Being says:

      Some of my fantasies (which I’ve never done):

      Spit roast (a cock in my mouth and a cock in my pussy)
      2 cocks in my pussy and/or a toy and a cock in my pussy (I don’t know if this is even possible, I suppose depends on sizing and lube)
      Doing another girl with a strap-on and a girl doing me with a strap-on
      Gangbang
      Several guys cumming on me (especially my breasts)

      I’m not personally into anal though.

      I had a threesome with a guy and a girl once, that was nice. It’s funny I did go to bed with 2 guys once, but the most that happened was kissing and a bit of touching (just how it happened).

      I would like it if I had more of a sex life. Even if it’s just one on one with someone.

  • TommyOD says:

    Sounds pretty damn amazing to me! Wish I could be of assistance!

  • Hip_priest says:

    Jesus fucking christ, Girl on the Net, I’m not sure if I’m just a massive pervert and everything you write about turns me on or if you just have a habit of picking my biggest turn-ons.

    I love to feel my cock in a girl’s ass through her cunt. Now you mention it, the thought of feeling another cock is a hot one too.

  • Katie says:

    With you on all of this. I’ve had the pleasure of being “airtight” a couple of times in my younger days and it was deliciously filthy.

    I love the feeling of being full and, like you, and for much the same reasons, I will often use my rabbit on my cunt when my hubby is buried deep in my arse.

    I guess we were just designed to be filled…

    Katie xx

  • James says:

    My god, gotn, my dear you really know how to press my buttons. Reading this post has given me such a fierce and painfully rigid erection for last ten minutes, I had to go and crack one out in the fucking filthy toilet of the fucking filthy cargo ship I’m currently working on. You make us need wank breaks, you slattern! BTW I wiped the jizz up with a rag and it’s fetched quite a bit of greasy dirt of the wall and floor so that’s a handy hint. Serendipity.

  • Sarah says:

    See this is really hot, but physically impossible for me. The idea mentioned above of having two cocks in your cunt – as Liz Lemon would say, what the what?! I can barely get one in there.

    I love having my ass fingered during sex and have bought a small vibrator for this purpose which has not yet had it’s debut.

    On the flipside, I’ve recently discovered that my husband loves having his ass licked – he sits on my face while wanking and comes quicker than ever (he struggles with delayed ejaculation and can’t come from sex – we are close but not there yet). I think that, if I could lube him up and rub his ass during sex, he’d come a lot more quickly (he doesn’t like being fingered, worse luck). However, I’m unable to find a position where I can reach – due to disability, I have limited options. Any suggestions?

    It would be amazing if I could lick his ass while he’s fucking me but I think that’s impossible!

  • kaylee says:

    wow!!!very hot…leaving me wet…..

  • VR says:

    ooo..girlonthenet ..you seem to be the gurl of my dreams…but i know i will never get to know you.. i would be so happy to make you happy(:

  • Chris says:

    A woman friend confessed to me once over drinks a triple-penetration itch that she had not yet managed to find a way to scratch, but it just wouldn’t go away. I helped her make that fantasy a reality. When the day came, it took not only some drinks to loosen up, but also some diagramming on paper, comparing of notes, and careful positioning. It also involved assigning parts to parts. Largest guy assigned to work the pussy. Middle-size guy assigned to oral. Smallest guy assigned to bring up the rear. There weren’t exactly tryouts, but this also isn’t the kind of thing that she would have wanted to run into the guys involved regularly at work or church afterward, nor among us three guys. A certain amount of recruitment and anonymity was needed. All in all, she loved it. We all turned out to be sane, to behave, and to have fun with it.

  • Chris says:

    I’ll add one thought, and I know as a man not to use the word casually. You acknowledge that you have a cunt, and you like being filled. Beautiful! I’ve had much more spirited and adventurous sex with women who havd “cunts” than with those who have “lady parts.”

    I’ll go with whatever terms a woman is comfortable with, but if she’s reserved in her speech in the bedroom or about the bedroom, it probably reflects that she’s also reserved about what she does there.

    Penis-in-vagina sex is a very nice thing, but I much prefer cunt-riding-cock sex any day of the week.

  • Bobs says:

    Girlonnet you’ve helped me so much with understanding the reasons why I feel the way I do!!! I thought I was odd that I suddenly woke one morning and wanted my husbands cock up my ass. Then I found myself watching double penetration porn. (Something I always thought was derogotive. Period) Then I found you’re blog online by simply asking google “Am I normal because as I woman I’ve fallen in live with anal and double penetration” You have saved my marriage and my sex life by making me see that my sexual desires are normal. And I am sure my hubby has personal thanks to make to lol! Lets just say I am looking forward to bedding him next time !!!!

  • anonymus says:

    girlonthe net please reply i need some advice i’ll tell you what with when you do reply

    • Girl on the net says:

      What kind of weird message is that? Just email me. If it’s something really important I’m happy to help out, or point you towards someone who can.

      • anonymus says:

        what’s your e mail then?

        • anonymus says:

          girlonthenet whenever me and my girlfriend try anal sex i can never get it in we use lots of lube and it still don’t work what do i do? ps i’m not small.

          • Girl on the net says:

            Try different positions, and let her take the lead. Make sure both of you are really relaxed. Sometimes I find it can be much easier if he lets me take the lead – backing into him or sitting on his cock. That way I can direct angle as well as speed of entry. But some people just can’t do it, for various reasons, so don’t push it if you find it too difficult, or uncomfortable.

  • anonymus says:

    girlonthenet lets have a threesome i’ll be sure to pound your ass too ;)

  • anonymus says:

    girl on the net do you prefer being fucked in your pussy or ass?

  • anonymus says:

    girlonthenet would you ever let a random stranger ass fuck you to where your squirting everywhere out of your wet pussy? ;)

  • anonymus says:

    girlonthenet lets have anal sex? your stories got me so hard i want to destroy all your holes especially that ass ;)

    • Girl on the net says:

      No.

      • anonymus says:

        why not? can i fuck your pussy then? ;)

        • Girl on the net says:

          No. Because
          a) I have a partner, with whom I’m monogamous
          b) I am a sex blogger who wants to stay anonymous
          c) You’re really obviously not the first person who’s ever asked this. If I said yes to people who asked I’d never have time to do anything else
          d) You said you wanted to ‘destroy’ my holes, which leads me to believe that fucking you probably wouldn’t be much fun
          e) You’re incapable of taking no for an answer, which leads me to believe that fucking you would be horrible

  • susan says:

    Having a cock up my arse and a cock in my cunt is a wonderful pleasure I try to indulge in everyday. To feel a man come in my arse sends me to heaven!

    • pattkat says:

      SUSAN i love having a man come off in my ass with a nice big hot load of cum i have my best orgasm when i have a cock or two in my ass and when i feel that hot cum shooting in my ass i have out of this world orgasms that way

  • sex eddict says:

    horney

  • Andrew says:

    After reading your post girl on the net it seems like you have a genuine enthusiasm for sex so maybe you can give me some advice.
    I am 40, and my wife 41, I have had 2 sex partners, and her many I think. I have been with my fiancé for 11yrs, and we have only had sex 4 times, and the last time was a month after we met in 2004. She regularly mentions that we should have another go at having a sex life but I don’t want to as I find everything about sex disgusting and dirty. We have a very happy relationship other than this and I don’t want to end it, but as time goes on I find her more and more repulsive and she seems to want sex more and more. I thought that her libido would have died by now.
    What do you recommend doing?

    • Andrew says:

      Sorry, I refer to my fiancé as my wife out of habit., after this long we just call each other husband and wife.

    • Girl on the net says:

      Hi Andrew. Blimey, the one thing I am 100% sure of is that I’m not really qualified to offer you advice on this. I’m sorry to hear that you and your wife are in this situation. I’d strongly recommend that you discuss this with her, perhaps with a relationship counsellor as that may make it easier to have these conversations. I don’t recommend you tell her that you think she’s repulsive – it sounds like it’s sex that you’re really not keen on and obviously that’s a hurtful thing for anyone to hear no matter what the reason. There’s nothing wrong with not enjoying sex – there are plenty of people who feel the same, or who are asexual – but it’s not fair to simply hope that one day your wife will stop wanting sex. You need to talk to her about it, I think. As I say, though, I am not an expert in this at all and I’d recommend you talk to a professional who can give you better advice than I can. Best of luck.

      • Andrew says:

        Thankyou for your reply GOTN,

        You are correct – I do not find my wife repulsive and that was a very poor choice of words. After some reflection, I think I find the idea of sex with her after such a long dry spell to be confronting and even scary. I feel as though we have become more friends than lovers and after all this time, it is just so easy to choose to watch something good on TV over trying to have sex.
        I feel unattractive, and undesirable which kills all of my confidence. No matter how much she says that I am attractive I cannot believe it internally. I carry this with me anytime we try to initiate sex and then create performance anxiety that results in me having trouble getting a hard erection. I think this is where I found the word repulsive because that situation makes me look at sex like it is a bully waiting to make fun of me.
        I will take your advice and try to find someone to speak to in more depth.
        Thankyou for your reply,
        Andrew.

  • jeeziiwee says:

    Girl On The Net, I was with someone for 3 years, just after high school, in a defacto relationship and though the sexlife was really good, the thought of trying something different (having anal sex) often past-slipped through the mind where I used to talk with her about. On several ocassions, she give out painful sound whenever I started putting the cock in to her butthole with attempts. On one time with effort, I only managed to slide the tip halfway in when she suddenly asked me to stop saying it to be painful even with help from lubricants.

    To the point; Just wanted to ask sincerely if you have any clue on what might have been the cause of all these unsuccesful attempts?

    Holla

    • Girl on the net says:

      Hey, there are loads of things that can make anal sex tricky the first time. Speed is often one (always take it slowly), nerves can be another (they make you clench up tight). There’s also the point that if you’re not used to having something in your ass, a dick can be quite a big thing to take to start with. It can often help to start with fingers or a small butt plug to get someone used to having something in there. It sounds from your message that you’d spoken to your GF about it and she was keen, but wasn’t sure once you’d got started. Next time you chat about this (with her or whoever) then it might be good to have a chat about other things too – fingers, butt plugs, etc, to try and work up to it. Also, if you’ve never had anything in your ass and you’re up for trying it, I’d recommend trying similar things on yourself (or asking her to). It can give you a great idea of the sensations, and how slowly you have to take things to begin with.

      • jeeziiwee says:

        I understand how the sensations would be like, not because Ive done did try something up in my asshole not daring at all as Im straight, but understandably out from imagining constipating folks on their hard-to-take shitting condition to be real with talking though I wasnt in such situation either. I used to talk with this someone (female partner) long way before these said attempts, where she say something agreeing alongside curiousity as to what it (anal sex) might feel?.. It was a difficulty for us after all in successfully engaging with anal sex because of the pain, but I couldnt stand the sight-seeing of her beautiful ass throwing up while I ate her pussy from behind, licking her gorgeous butthole as well being a motivating factor of me wanting my stiff cock there in.

        • Girl on the net says:

          Heya, I’m not 100% sure I’ve understood everything you say, but this bit surprised me:

          “not because Ive done did try something up in my asshole not daring at all as Im straight, but understandably out from imagining constipating folks on their hard-to-take shitting condition to be real”

          Just a couple of things to clarify – putting something in your ass doesn’t make you gay any more than eating lettuce sometimes makes you a vegan. And the constipation thing… hmm… I can see the logic in it but it’s really a very different sensation because of what your body is used to. Taking it slowly and sing fingers/toys etc really is a good way to get used to it. However, if your other half isn’t keen now that initial curiosity has meant she’s realised it isn’t for her, then it sounds like it’s probably not her thing.

          • jeeziiwee says:

            whatever… ur time n effort advising were much appreciated though, girl on the net! they r so helpful (i.e ur advises).

          • jeeziiwee says:

            whatever… ur time n effort advising n hinting were much appreciated though, girl on the net! they r so helpful (i.e ur advises).

  • jeeziiwee says:

    Needless to mention, Girl on the net, that those made attempts were done carefully with caution in slow mo’ since we’ve been trying out things.

  • Vin Searcy says:

    Girl on the net i have total respect for girls such as you, the ones who know what they want, and also whats important, would he damage your holes? In his own pornhub fuelled world hes the Don of sexual satisfaction to all you females that are missing out on his prowess… In reality the things he waffles on about are the farthest removed and unatainable in his severely lacking sex life.
    Im not hitting on you just give credit where due, oh and theres the little 5’0″ reason too named [name redacted] who in my world will never be surpassed when it comes to sex, you sound really good at what you do (and i respect you totally) but [name redacted] has the tag of the best at everything sexually, and she owns that title and it could never be taken from her.

    • Girl on the net says:

      Hi there. Ta for your comment. I’m not sure what you mean about ‘would he damage your holes?’ – no, he’d never want to cause me any damage. We communicate all the time when we’re shagging, and if something hurt in the wrong way we’d stop.

      I’ve redacted the name from your comment, as a quick google didn’t turn up anyone obviously famous under that name working in the sexuality field, so I was nervous that you’ve put a name there which links to someone identifiable who may not necessarily be happy with their name in blog comments? As a general rule I tend not to like people putting full names in blog comments (although you’re welcome to use your own real name if you like) because it can sometimes amount to doxxing – even if accidental.

  • Vin Searcy says:

    I was refereing to the fool who posted a comment earler in the blog… Keep up the goodwork my love.

  • wain says:

    that’s good

  • Andy E says:

    The last fuck I had with my ex, after we had broken up involved me slipping my fingers into her ass. Something we’d never dome, despite plenty of anal.

    As we lay there afterwards we both commented on how it was the best fuck we’d had in a long time. Whether this was the fact of knowing it’d be the last time, or the addition of the fingers I’ll never know. But thank you for stirring up a good memory (bittersweet as it is)

  • James says:

    I told want to watch my wife fuck 3 cocks

  • Archie says:

    My concern has to do with the “third most filling item in the trio”. That toxic shit shouldn’t be allowed anywhere near your body, much less inside it. I hope you’ve gotten rid of it since you wrote this story.

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